Count the hours with the butts in the ashtray,
(My throats getting dry I think I smoked too much)
With these bad habits try and cure my bad days,
(I'm fucking trying but it's never hard enough)
I still lose it in my sleep,
Feel the panic through my bloodstream
Drain these veins of anxiety
I just want to be alone
Please don't try to follow me here, I'm in the darkest of places, no familiar faces I can see
Please don't try to follow me here, I'm in the darkest of places, I won't feel fine until I leave
Can't claim to be sorry with things already said
(Wish I'd known it gets a little bit harder when you get older)
I JUST REALLY WANNA DIE SOME DAYS
Bring me back to this half life, skin is wearing thin
(Wish I wasn't so cynical, Another feeling I'm over)
I JUST REALLY WANNA DIE SOME DAYS
I don't cry as much if I'm not alone
(But I'm not scared of waking up for the last time)
I JUST REALLY WANNA DIE SOME DAYS
Sometimes I get paranoid~
(I'm more worried about suffering for years to come)
I JUST REALLY WANNA DIE TODAY
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